i try to keep myself home
i really try

loosing my body again

becoming strange

crazy in my head
painfull memories
unforgotten

keep myself
keep myself
i really try

but
its all falling away from me

loosing controll again

thousand ways of dissociation
without my consent
again

i try
i really try
to keep myself
home

but i feel so powerless

and its all falling away from me again....